someday we’ll know
It is never Jealous.
Love is never Boastful nor Conceded.
It is never Ruled or Selfish.
It does not take Offence;
and it is not Resentful.
Love takes no Offence in other people’s Sin;
But Delight and Truth.
It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~
~ ~ ~ ~ Love is like the Wind
~ ~ ~You can’t see it
~ ~But you can feel it
~
情歌王
a MV for view., a MV for memories..
self needs of individual
all have their ways to handle stuffs..
bottling all the bersak in onself till the container explode.,
avioding., hiding away from reality.,
being selfish to work through the rights and wrongs.,
what else did i missed.?
of coz., the bravery to see, face the devil’s smile and give it all you can.
however, just how many of the human mankind are able to do that.?
Batman.?
the only figure i could think of right now.
the only human super hero who has no supernatural powers.,
the only human super hero who has tons of money to spend on technology.,
the only human super hero who stands alone to face the “bad” guys..
but he’s just a frictional figure.
a frictional figure who too faces he’s fear of reality..
seems like i’m contradicting myself.
in fact, i’m in dilemma.
choosing between being myself to bottle everything and act ;
or just be selfish and fade away.
how much i wished i could just fade and fly away with nothing chained onto..
gRowing uP
growing up is a process of discovery,
and it often begins with the unlikeliest of things..
i had always thought in my mind that everything would seem smaller as i grew bigger.
things like my old chair,
and that painting of horses on the bedroom wall,
they’ve all shrunk as i’ve grown,
but growing up had blown the world into an unmanageable size instead.
everything familiar around me had collapsed and i was afraid.
i found myself lost, lost and smaller than i ever was.
i has struggled to stay afloat through this torrent of ideas, and things and people,
but there were too many directions and too many possibilties.
there was nothing to grasp and no light to look to,
just and insurmountable mess ahead of me.
the years passed, and i grew weary trying to things out.
this colours were now dimmed, but the gloom had gradually dissipated as well.
with time, i had lost my worries and subconsciously learnt to be happy again.
i found joy i lesser, seemingly inconsequential things like the evening breeze pressing up against my skin.
it was then i realised that i had grown again..
—== Gabriel Neo ==—
~~~~~i kept this piece of words with me for years..
i always get different feeling and mind set, upon reading it up..
perhaps, it helps me to grow up and realise things that i have not..
starry Sentosa
went sentosa last nite..
lookin up at the sky., it’s beautiful and starry..
took out my moblie and created a text ttz not sent..
decision to make..
should i or should i not..
any way i put myself in.
i’m just as confused myself.
it’s already for so long..
woah!! i didnt realise that i had not been wirtting for ages.!
it’s really a no wonder that my language has got from bad to worse. OMG!!
well., WordPress is really just a bout writting i guess., no fansty doing up of the page etc.
i think i prefer life to be in this way too.
simple, not complicated, striaght forward to the point, maybe.?
however, Life in this world isn’t as always as i wished it will get.
so far so good about the saying “Things will never work out the way you wanted”
Ups and downs cross my path during this disappearing months of writting.
i wanted to put up the best for all ., yet i came to realise that i anit perfect either..
hmm., i know that all along.
but why do beings’ like us would go to the extend of blinding oneself and carry out the wrongs., when we jolly well know that it’s wrong.?
bcoz beings’ are “cheap” in a way.?
June 2008., EURO
Lost some Win Some..
BEST THING that EURO CUP happen = SPAIN WinS (MY FAV TEAM!! wEee!!)
June 2008., TW frenz came spore
Lost my temper., Lost my control.
not to my visiting frenz.. but to the ignorance group of “un-grown” grown-ups.
Lost faith in certain things. no doubt i do all to support my frenz., bt seeing the ”un-grown” grow-ups’ behave.. i start to lose myself.
Jul 2008..
to the fact is that i’m still bothered by the issue of June 2008.
audio motion picture of the scene has not left me.
the noise produce by the un-involved., simply irriate me to the core.
till now., i felt sorry for the unnecessary problems for my TW fren.,
till date., i cannot forgive the bitch who examine questions., when the whole thing doesn’t F-ing involve her.
* i love, but how do i make you know
do you., or don’t
ups & downs..
bEfoRe tRip 2 gENting – 2008
chris is super hyper about the trip getting our ass to genting..
every now and then, i would get texts from her., counting down..
clara was mentioning to me too ..
hahaha.. i wonder who’s birthday it is lahh
afraidof losing you*
no doubt i seem alright with all the things happening,
no doubt i seem unshaken with the things occuring,
however, beneath all the “no doubt” and confuse;
there’s is only one truth.
the truth that i’m afriad of losing you.
LINKIN’PARK CONCERT
13 Nov 2007 – LINKIN PARK Live
ended work early and went home for a change into a light tee.
all geared up and await impatiently for the time to come.
had picked Lionel and went to the Indoor stadium, reached at 7.30pm;
in order to get the mechanise.
but only then did we found out that both of us had forgotten to withdraw cash.
we called and waited the others for rescue.
lucky enough, one of them brought extras.
the concert was suppose to start at 8pm.
till 9pm, the band finally came in and got the crowd berserk.
when the lights went off , stage lights on;
figures of the band members was clearly shown
at the same moment;
ALL cameras from the crwod shot up and formed an incredile lighting effect.
the concert. a big BANG.
i am glad that i didnt missed it this time round.
emo?
what have i done wrong.?
all i didn’t want is to add others’ load with my nonsense stuffs.
is that wrong again.?
i just wana have abit of peaceful time and rest for awhile, whenever i could.
true enough that i do have friend(s) telling me their problems recently.
but it doesn’t really mean that i have to share my load out..
certain things are PnC.
i just hope to keep the PnC which they told me.
i need time to digest the matter..
i need abit of fresh air at times..
perhaps i chose the wrong time to request for a little fresh air,
perhaps things found me at the wrong time to “pack” me up.
P.S: i just need to get through this month and one load would be down.
